So last night after I posted my last entry, I got a phone call from my good friend Chase, who asked if I wanted to go on a Dairy Queen run. He came and picked me up and we quickly discovered that Dairy Queen isn't open at 10:40 PM on a Saturday night... So we went to McDonald's and got sundaes there instead.
We sat in his car and discussed music for a while... And then the subject turned to Posh Spice, who is one of his good friends. We just kind of reflected on everything... he told me some things about what he's been up to recently, and I guess it all just caught me in kind of a weak moment, probably having something to do with the fact that his mom had texted me earlier, and I just started crying. The hurt all came back, and I just felt empty. I just sat there, crying in Chase's car, wondering where I had gone wrong.
But then I pulled myself together pretty quickly, reminded myself how much better things are without him, and what a douche he really is, and I was okay.
This morning I woke up feeling sick. I was still able to start that six week exercise plan though. I did 20 minutes of jogging and then these yoga poses. For the record, I fail completely at yoga.
But I ended up feeling worse as the day went on so I stayed home while my family went to Downtown Disney. Which was probably better for me since if I had gone I would have completely gorged myself on delicious Disney food.
I also watched the first two episodes of season five of Supernatural online.
I took a nap, and it was one of those really intense naps that you only get when you're seriously ill, and I woke up covered in sweat. I took a gloriously long shower, and now I really want to watch Half Blood Prince. Too bad it's the only Harry Potter film that I don't personally own. So I'll just reread the book.
So yeah. This has been a typical, boring post, which I guess is a nice refresher from the past couple days of angst.
Oh. I just received a text from my old best friend Kastina. Me and her used to be completely inseparable. But we grew apart this past school year... We haven't hung out since Christmastime. But she just asked me to go to Wet n Wild with her tomorrow... I think I'm going to do it. It can't hurt.
So yeah. That's all for today folks.
Weight: 110.6 (Not nearly as bad as I thought it would be, but I definitely lost some tone and want to get down to like 105, so I'm continuing with the whole boot camp plan.)
Twitter followers: 931
Episodes left in season five of Supernatural: 22