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First things first. It's no secret that last night's post caused a little bit of controversy. And you know, I kind of wish I hadn't posted it now, it was really late at night, I wasn't thinking of what people's reactions might be, I was just writing how I felt. So for that, I apologize. I want to clear a couple things up though.
First of all. Keep the hate off this blog, plain and simple. I understand that this is the internet and you can do whatever you want, but please. I don't care if you flame me anywhere else- YouTube, Formspring, whatever, none of that bothers me, but just keep it out of here. This blog is very personal to me, I don't plan on holding back at all here. This is where I write about my life. And my life is the one place that internet "haters" should not be able to touch. So I am asking you nicely. Take it somewhere else.
Second of all, to the first of the two people that felt the need to post an anonymous hateful comment yesterday- You can call me lots of things. But there are three things that I know for sure that I'm not. I'm not boring, I'm not fake, and I'm not stupid. As far as "stupid" goes, I may be seventeen and I am aware that I don't know everything there is to know about life and I'm aware that I have a lot to learn. But that doesn't make me stupid. I know for a fact that I am a highly intelligent and capable girl whose been through her own share of trials and tribulations (and no, I'm not talking stupid boy issues here). So that's how I feel about that.
And on a less important note, I want to clarify that when I was criticizing Posh Spice's photograph yesterday, I was not at all trying to degrade him or try to make him appear unsuccessful. The kid is very talented (I'm no expert in his field or genre, obviously, but from what I can tell, he's got talent) and I'm not petty enough to be like, "oh, I hope his band fails and I hope he fails at life and ends up working at McDonald's for the rest of his life". However, I'm not going to be one of those trite little bitches who say things like, "I wish him nothing but the best in life!" and "I know he will make it far!" because to tell you the truth, I don't care either way. Whether he succeeds or fails at his aspirations, it has no effect on his character. Basically, it doesn't matter if he gets famous or not if he's still a douche. Money can't buy happiness.
And the other thing is that, I know I might come off as just a bitter ex-girlfriend, but there is always more to the story than that. I'm not going to go into specifics because I don't want to tick anyone off but... I can promise I'm not just some stupid girl who assumes someone is a terrible person just because they got tired of being in a relationship. There is always more to the story, and I think people forget that far too often.
Okay. Well, I'm sure that just made the anonymous jerks from yesterday even more mad, but seeing as it's almost four in the morning I can't be bothered to care.
I guess what we can all learn from this is. What I feel, and what I experience, is going to come out in this blog sometimes. And, as a human being, it's not always going to be peachy happy super duper sunshine and roses. And it's not always going to be intelligent or thought out or planned.
Thankfully, I'm generally a happy person. Especially lately. Life has been treating me, for the most part, well. I am dealing with some family stuff, but it's nothing I can't ignore for a while, and it's nothing I haven't faced before. Hell, it's nothing compared to what it used to be. At least now I don't have to share a house with it. I guess I am coming to terms with the fact that it's something that's going to follow me everywhere, all my life. I'll be thirty years old and it'll be the same thing.
But beyond that? Like I said in my last blog, I'm seventeen years old and I'm out of high school. This is the time of my life, these are the good years! I have absolutely nothing holding me back, I have a bright future to create, and anything is possible. And I don't know about you, but I am thrilled.
I can sum up today's events in just a couple sentences. We finished season three of Supernatural, and have started season four. And holy crap, this show is intense. Like, I can't even...
Jared Padelecki is gorgeous though, really.
Weight: We'll find out in two days!
Pre-life crisis related tantrums had this summer: 2
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