Wednesday, August 25, 2010


Today I hung out with old friends at McDonalds and the park.

And then I did something, or, was swept up in something, that I may or may not regret.

I don't know. I don't want to go into detail or specifics, because I can never be sure who reads this blog, but still. I have a splitting headache as well.

When things like this come up, my natural instinct is to usually pretend it's not happening, or run away/go into hiding for a while. All I can think about right now is how much I want to curl up in Alison's bed, and watch Balto with her forever and ever. Really.

And what I did isn't even that bad. It just isn't... right. I don't know. It's weighing on my mind so heavily right now, and it shouldn't be this much of an issue.

I love you guys though.


  1. awww D:
    i hope everything works out. i'm sure it will :)

    ^ my lame support.

  2. I can pretty much guess what you did but all I have to say is that you're young. Live life day by day and have fun with no regrets. If I'm right then what you did isn't that bad. Always just make a concious decision whether you want to or not, not whether you're being pressured. Your friends sound great and you guys were probably just goofing off, don't put so much pressure on yourself. You deserve to have fun and be young. If you constantly rethink about the situation it will only get worse, guilt can eat you up. Breathe, then let it go and smile. Life is good for you right one, one tiny mistake is nothing. You're amazing and beautiful and blah blah blah. You'll feel better soon. We love you too. :D

  3. i have not a clue about what happened, but i sure hope everything will turn out well for you!